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so sad

his family really sad with the accident, they cry so loudly. they hope their handsome boy wake up from his sleep.
during his sleep, he has a dream. a long dream.
his family wait until 2 years with a big hope.
on february, he waked up but no one beside him. his parents were on office, he feel so strange with that room, he never seen before.
2 minutes later, a beautiful girl walk to him, with a smile face and friendly. he think he ever meet the girl but he can memorize when and where is it.
the girl so close with him. he try to smile and say something, but the girl cannot hear his voice. he start to be afraid with himself, what did happen?
no one tell him.

the day to call me

I know it will happen
and today is the day to call me, maybe three days later it will be a day to call me again.
so, each week, he has 2 times to do that.

it's time to go

Maybe yesterday I still cannot go away from your life, I still waiting for you without ever told you.
I am so mad to make my feeling always thinking about you, thinking about us. I never know what did happen. a big question came to my brain, they are dancing and trying to sing a song. I am so stupid if I still waiting someone who never care with me anymore, who want leave me alone.
  on the other hand, I know you so well, you are a good person but now someone else try to protect you and you cannot follow your heart, I know that. I know. WHY YOU HURT YOUR HEART?

haha

Today is the first holiday
Not like the other days, this morning I am not go to campus with my father, I feel lazy to go early. So I wait until 8.00 pm at home,
during the time, I just lying on my bed, several days later, I think I lost my spirit to study.
I think, stay at home better than go to campus,,
my mother said " please take a bath now"
i just said "yes mam" but i don't move from my bed.
Suddenly, my phone was ringing, there is one message from my classmate, after read the message,
i feel so happy

when I try to cry

confused

tonight,
I feel so confused. on the other hand, I feel

She need someone

I think the problem I'm facing is the most serious problem, but I realize this is a minor problem that can be resolved easily. just need confidence to solve it.
she is always smiling with her problem that more seriously than my problem
but he was still fighting to survive.