friday night
I will watch a new movie at this time, the movie that I get from my friend,
I sit on a chair, a red chair on my small shop.
open my sister laptop, and search the movie that i want watch.
I watch the movie.
when I am watching, my neighbor come to my house, and she talk with my mother.
She want to know where is the Bidar tayap place.
the place is my friend house, my classmate when I was in elementary school, the place that many people visit to Urut.
because my neighbour brother was fallen when he was playing futsall.
because I know that place, she asked me to went with them.
We were going there, on the way, We were talking about my campus. because my neighbor was a student too 5 years ago.
we spend our time together. i feel so happy. because her brother is handsome. wkwk
today, I forget about my ex boyfriend that made me like a stupid girl.
I sit on a chair, a red chair on my small shop.
open my sister laptop, and search the movie that i want watch.
I watch the movie.
when I am watching, my neighbor come to my house, and she talk with my mother.
She want to know where is the Bidar tayap place.
the place is my friend house, my classmate when I was in elementary school, the place that many people visit to Urut.
because my neighbour brother was fallen when he was playing futsall.
because I know that place, she asked me to went with them.
We were going there, on the way, We were talking about my campus. because my neighbor was a student too 5 years ago.
we spend our time together. i feel so happy. because her brother is handsome. wkwk
today, I forget about my ex boyfriend that made me like a stupid girl.
Maybe it is true
if someone love you, don't try to hurt her/his heart, you should keep your heart without looking the other person.
if she or he hurt your heart. don't do the same thing that you get from her/him to other person because it is so sad.
make her or him feel comfortable beside you, make her or him feel miss you if you don't give a news.
if you and her or him must split, please keep smile and don't think to stop your life, if her or him is your destiny, you and her or him will be together on the other time. believe.
if she or he hurt your heart. don't do the same thing that you get from her/him to other person because it is so sad.
make her or him feel comfortable beside you, make her or him feel miss you if you don't give a news.
if you and her or him must split, please keep smile and don't think to stop your life, if her or him is your destiny, you and her or him will be together on the other time. believe.
so sad
his family really sad with the accident, they cry so loudly. they hope their handsome boy wake up from his sleep.
during his sleep, he has a dream. a long dream.
his family wait until 2 years with a big hope.
on february, he waked up but no one beside him. his parents were on office, he feel so strange with that room, he never seen before.
2 minutes later, a beautiful girl walk to him, with a smile face and friendly. he think he ever meet the girl but he can memorize when and where is it.
the girl so close with him. he try to smile and say something, but the girl cannot hear his voice. he start to be afraid with himself, what did happen?
no one tell him.
during his sleep, he has a dream. a long dream.
his family wait until 2 years with a big hope.
on february, he waked up but no one beside him. his parents were on office, he feel so strange with that room, he never seen before.
2 minutes later, a beautiful girl walk to him, with a smile face and friendly. he think he ever meet the girl but he can memorize when and where is it.
the girl so close with him. he try to smile and say something, but the girl cannot hear his voice. he start to be afraid with himself, what did happen?
no one tell him.
the day to call me
I know it will happen
and today is the day to call me, maybe three days later it will be a day to call me again.
so, each week, he has 2 times to do that.
and today is the day to call me, maybe three days later it will be a day to call me again.
so, each week, he has 2 times to do that.
it's time to go
Maybe yesterday I still cannot go away from your life, I still waiting for you without ever told you.
I am so mad to make my feeling always thinking about you, thinking about us. I never know what did happen. a big question came to my brain, they are dancing and trying to sing a song. I am so stupid if I still waiting someone who never care with me anymore, who want leave me alone.
on the other hand, I know you so well, you are a good person but now someone else try to protect you and you cannot follow your heart, I know that. I know. WHY YOU HURT YOUR HEART?
I am so mad to make my feeling always thinking about you, thinking about us. I never know what did happen. a big question came to my brain, they are dancing and trying to sing a song. I am so stupid if I still waiting someone who never care with me anymore, who want leave me alone.
on the other hand, I know you so well, you are a good person but now someone else try to protect you and you cannot follow your heart, I know that. I know. WHY YOU HURT YOUR HEART?
haha
Today is the first holiday
Not like the other days, this morning I am not go to campus with my father, I feel lazy to go early. So I wait until 8.00 pm at home,
during the time, I just lying on my bed, several days later, I think I lost my spirit to study.
I think, stay at home better than go to campus,,
my mother said " please take a bath now"
i just said "yes mam" but i don't move from my bed.
Suddenly, my phone was ringing, there is one message from my classmate, after read the message,
i feel so happy
Not like the other days, this morning I am not go to campus with my father, I feel lazy to go early. So I wait until 8.00 pm at home,
during the time, I just lying on my bed, several days later, I think I lost my spirit to study.
I think, stay at home better than go to campus,,
my mother said " please take a bath now"
i just said "yes mam" but i don't move from my bed.
Suddenly, my phone was ringing, there is one message from my classmate, after read the message,
i feel so happy
She need someone
I think the problem I'm facing is the most serious problem, but I realize this is a minor problem that can be resolved easily. just need confidence to solve it.
she is always smiling with her problem that more seriously than my problem
but he was still fighting to survive.
she is always smiling with her problem that more seriously than my problem
but he was still fighting to survive.
I try to forget
I feel bored to be bad.
I want forget all of the memories about you.
why?
I think you know what the answer is.
I want forget all of the memories about you.
why?
I think you know what the answer is.
delete and save or save and delete
again and again, I get that feeling.
huuuu....
when they can go from my brain?
they are disturbing me so much.
huuuu....
when they can go from my brain?
they are disturbing me so much.
a message in the morning
A message in the morning.
Actually, I go to bed early last night but I wake up late. So i cannot go to campus with my father because he leave me.
But, I am not alone, my sister accompany me because she will go to her office too. We went together and I think I will came early to public speaking class, it is 8.25 am and my class start on 9.40.
I feel happy to did not came late at this time, before going to the class I stop on POLIKLINIK UNP. Suddenly my hand phone is rhyming. I open my bag, take my phone then open the key and open the message. It is from my classmate cika, she told me that my lecturer cannot came to campus today so today is free. Haaaaaa ~ i confused, I should feel happy or sad.
Actually, I go to bed early last night but I wake up late. So i cannot go to campus with my father because he leave me.
But, I am not alone, my sister accompany me because she will go to her office too. We went together and I think I will came early to public speaking class, it is 8.25 am and my class start on 9.40.
I feel happy to did not came late at this time, before going to the class I stop on POLIKLINIK UNP. Suddenly my hand phone is rhyming. I open my bag, take my phone then open the key and open the message. It is from my classmate cika, she told me that my lecturer cannot came to campus today so today is free. Haaaaaa ~ i confused, I should feel happy or sad.
my story
Before I wrote this story, I think this task is so boring. Why I said like that..?
Because : everyday we must post something that happen to us and all of people can read it. Sometimes we feel lazy to write on blog but we should do it. We also have the other task that must we do. On the other hand. This task so fun, why?
Because : we can do it at home with unlimited time, before sleep or when we watching TV we can do it. It task so simple and enjoy task. No need so many instrument just our imagination.
Because : everyday we must post something that happen to us and all of people can read it. Sometimes we feel lazy to write on blog but we should do it. We also have the other task that must we do. On the other hand. This task so fun, why?
Because : we can do it at home with unlimited time, before sleep or when we watching TV we can do it. It task so simple and enjoy task. No need so many instrument just our imagination.
Beautiful day
Today is beautiful day, I feel so comfortable to do something, my feeling is good.
actually I did not want to tell you the reason why I said today is beautiful.
every time, I smile when I wrote that posting, he is came, he is came, he is came..
actually I did not want to tell you the reason why I said today is beautiful.
every time, I smile when I wrote that posting, he is came, he is came, he is came..
Saturday
Today, I did not go to campus because there is no class. haha
I begin this story with smile in my face. ^_^ hope today is better than yesterday and also have a positive thing that can I get.
what is my next story..?
I begin this story with smile in my face. ^_^ hope today is better than yesterday and also have a positive thing that can I get.
what is my next story..?
someone
Everyday I get different experience in my life. That can be a positive and also a negative event to myself.
Two days ago I am having a problem that makes me weak but it also make me became stronger. Do you know what is it? I guest some of you know it. I will not give you the answer, I just tell and share about something that I feel after I find that event.
Two days ago I am having a problem that makes me weak but it also make me became stronger. Do you know what is it? I guest some of you know it. I will not give you the answer, I just tell and share about something that I feel after I find that event.
Before start my story, I will describe about someone who I love first. He came from a good family, he like watching cartoon and play game. He has a slanting eyes and white skin. He was born on 12 agus 1992.
It is a first time to me, I never love someone very much like I love my brother. We can call him A. I know him 3 years ago, it was when I was in senior high school. He is smart and diligent. He always help me to do my task that I do not understand, it usually physics. He teach me like a teacher but he never angry if he must replay his explanation more than one. Since I became a college student in english departement, he rare help me because in English literature, we are not study about physics but he help me in another type of helping. It is not only in my study, he can be a friend that give me suggestion and opinion that I ask to him, he can be brother who care with his sister. He can be everything but he never be Utraman. Hahha.
We always together although can not meet every day; we are in different university now. We only communication by phone, you know how much I miss him? Waaa .. Haha everyday we spend the empty time with share our experience on campus. He usually give solution for my problem, if I was sad, he try to make me happy with he joke. he seldom tell me about his problem, maybe he does not a problem I think. He is a good listener with a good reason too.
Beside the good experience with him, I also have a bad experience. We almost every day quarrel and it is because of me. He never angry when I got angry, he always calm down and never responded it with the bad one.
WILL BE CONTINUE...
something that I want share yesterday
Today is Wednesday
Almost a week i did not visit my blog. Actually I want to write everything that happen to me on my blog, everyday but I have some problem when I want to do that.
Now, I will tell you about my problem, maybe it is not important for you but I will share it.
The first problem is : my laptop was broke, i can not use it. The keyboard does not work.
The second problem is : my modem also can not connected with my computer, I do not know why, but it is happen.
The third problem is : I can not go to warnet everyday to write my story on blog because the weather is not good, always rain when I want go to warnet. Actually I can do it at campus but I always lazy to do that. Huuu
I hope my problem will be end because I want write my task regulary like my friend do. Also comment my friends blog.
Almost a week i did not visit my blog. Actually I want to write everything that happen to me on my blog, everyday but I have some problem when I want to do that.
Now, I will tell you about my problem, maybe it is not important for you but I will share it.
The first problem is : my laptop was broke, i can not use it. The keyboard does not work.
The second problem is : my modem also can not connected with my computer, I do not know why, but it is happen.
The third problem is : I can not go to warnet everyday to write my story on blog because the weather is not good, always rain when I want go to warnet. Actually I can do it at campus but I always lazy to do that. Huuu
I hope my problem will be end because I want write my task regulary like my friend do. Also comment my friends blog.
the day after yesterday
Yesterday, I joined UKKPK event. I was initially hesitant to join because I did not get permission from my parents. I confused to decide it but my friend suggested me to join because the organization is important to us someday. At the time, I said to my mother that I decide to join with this organization, and my mother give me permission. I went to the market to buy the tools that must I bring. So, I go.
Around 15.00, we collected on one place. And then go to one room. We cannot take a bath until the program done, hooo ~ smell good.
In the evening briefing, we demanded for compact on group and we visited five posts in the early hours.
Before I left the room, there was one member who felt a mystical air around us. We were fear, and senior who will guide our group said to keep relax and submit to Allah.
Thank God we are all free from the bad things.
I am happy can join this organization, I got so many experience that never I got before.
A tonight, I feel so tired but I have assignment of writing 3, so I must do it first.
Around 15.00, we collected on one place. And then go to one room. We cannot take a bath until the program done, hooo ~ smell good.
In the evening briefing, we demanded for compact on group and we visited five posts in the early hours.
Before I left the room, there was one member who felt a mystical air around us. We were fear, and senior who will guide our group said to keep relax and submit to Allah.
Thank God we are all free from the bad things.
I am happy can join this organization, I got so many experience that never I got before.
A tonight, I feel so tired but I have assignment of writing 3, so I must do it first.
Tomorrow
This morning,
I went to campus with my father, today is mc class day,
My lecturer come late again, my friend and I must wait him at class, today was different class with last week, we change the class to news reading class.
In the class, we were studied about how to make a good voice when we will be MC,
I will give u the list of that :
1. Breathing technical
2. Volume
3. Articulation / pronounciation
4. Intonation
5. Smile volume
Beside that, my lecturer teach about body language too, we should care how to :
1. Smile face
2. Stand up
3. Eyes contact
4. Please.
After that material, we practice in front of the class, and some friends give comment to our performance,,
Sadly or luckly, when Rila chance, my lecturer must go to seminar, so the practice will continue next week..
I went to campus with my father, today is mc class day,
My lecturer come late again, my friend and I must wait him at class, today was different class with last week, we change the class to news reading class.
In the class, we were studied about how to make a good voice when we will be MC,
I will give u the list of that :
1. Breathing technical
2. Volume
3. Articulation / pronounciation
4. Intonation
5. Smile volume
Beside that, my lecturer teach about body language too, we should care how to :
1. Smile face
2. Stand up
3. Eyes contact
4. Please.
After that material, we practice in front of the class, and some friends give comment to our performance,,
Sadly or luckly, when Rila chance, my lecturer must go to seminar, so the practice will continue next week..
Two Days Ago
I feel so tired..
I just wanna lay in my bed..
And want go bed early, refrest my brain, my body and my heart, but I can't, I must do my task first,
Today, I did not study morsyn because my morsyn lecture was not here. So, today, I only have one subject, I was studied Structure with ms. Pipim at 13.20.. At the first time, my lecturer gave a quiz for the class,
The material of the Quis had studied last week.. There are twelve numbers that must we do.. Wish the score is good.
Oke, I want to sleep now..
I just wanna lay in my bed..
And want go bed early, refrest my brain, my body and my heart, but I can't, I must do my task first,
Today, I did not study morsyn because my morsyn lecture was not here. So, today, I only have one subject, I was studied Structure with ms. Pipim at 13.20.. At the first time, my lecturer gave a quiz for the class,
The material of the Quis had studied last week.. There are twelve numbers that must we do.. Wish the score is good.
Oke, I want to sleep now..
Sorry for this short story, mybe next time I will prepare first, so it can help me to write what I want.
Third Day
My father said I must have a dream, because success come from a dream, but not only make a dream, we should study hard and focus to make our dream comes true..
If someone ask your dream impossible, please ask to your heart it will be posible,
Because what do you think, what do you feel, it can give effect to something that will happen in your life.
If you think you can, it means you can, what are you feel is a sugestion to your life.. So please, POSITIVE THINKING about your self..
Today is a short day, I think..
Why..?
I dont know why,,
What will I write on my blog,, I almost lose a lot of idea.
Huaa ~
Oke..
I will end this story,
See u
If someone ask your dream impossible, please ask to your heart it will be posible,
Because what do you think, what do you feel, it can give effect to something that will happen in your life.
If you think you can, it means you can, what are you feel is a sugestion to your life.. So please, POSITIVE THINKING about your self..
Today is a short day, I think..
Why..?
I dont know why,,
What will I write on my blog,, I almost lose a lot of idea.
Huaa ~
Oke..
I will end this story,
See u
second say
Someone is waiting my second day, right?
But I am not really sure. Oke.. let’s talk about something in my second day.
Today is my third day to came late in public speaking class. I had tried to early and run to floor number five with my best speed but I still late. Ooo poor me.
So, at the end of the lesson, I and my friend who comes late must sing in front of the class. Waaaa ~
We sing songs Adele song “someone like you”
I hope today is my last day to came late. Aamiin. Now I am thingking about story that will happen in tomorrow, I worry if I lost my idea to write in next day. I worry if I dont have story to the third day.
I open my diary book, I want to copy and paste the story from my diary to my blog. Suddenly, I leave my diary book and focus to write a new one on my blog without copy paste the past story that I wrote. I think, if not today, when I can move to other place that want to reach because the people that can change my life is only me.
FIRST DAY
last week, my lecturer asked my friend and I to write something on blog. So I try to write something, something that happened, something that unforgettable by me, something that interesting and make me interested, something that useful for me and to other people. In fact, I do not know what is the something that I want to write?
I still confused to start it, but I think I done. Yesterday was Sunday, today is Monday and tomorrow is Tuesday. At the first time in this moment, I will tell a little bit about my blog story, I knew how is blog when I was in senior high school first grade. I get that information from my computer’s teacher. After that time, I try to learn about blog but it does not happen for a long time, time by time I forgot how to use blog.
One day, when writing 1 class with miss Leni marlina, I must do my assignment on blog and then publish it. Because of that, I must back to my blog that almost never I visit since I graduated my senior high school. Lucky me, My friend teach me how to life with blog and guide me to design my blog. At the first time, I feel bored with that assignment but now I feel happy because it help me to do my task. So, today is my first day to write my diary on blog, it will continue tomorrow. See u
